Saturday, May 11, 2013

PHILOSOPHISING

AGES. it has been a while. time has flown by, i have aged. 
it is all moving so quickly. 
it has been six months since last, 
and i still have no idea as to what path i want to take. 
what makes it all complicated now is that i have discovered a new interest 
- pathology. 
still a neuroscience psychology kind of lab coat nerd at heart though.

i have started to work myself into a rut. 
working hours upon hours and dedicating myself to my job, to escape what i really need to pour all my energy into. 

sometimes i wonder though, if we are born to die, isn't surviving the most difficult task we are given? but what are we surviving for?
what is the point of analysing an economy and its finances?
what is the purpose for finding a cure for diseases and such
if it is all suppose to end.
isn't dragging out the end more painful?


but don't get me wrong, i have not fallen into a state of depression. 
just thinking.
about the meaning of life,
i want to find passion and soul.

over and out.

x

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